My father is addicted to drugs, by and large suboxone. i am 14 years old-fashioned. i involve serious suggestion.?

i know this is very l ong, and you dont have to read it, but it would be very much appreciated to get direction from someone who actually cares, and understands. thanks.

so roughly, i am 14, my father is remarried to a woman with two kids, 10 and 8. she is not an abuser of drugs, but she does tend to abuse her kids, which i do not approve of, but i am not always there. i budge back and forth from my real moms and my dads. they live very close. my dad doesnt work, and if he does have a available job, it is never permanenet, just a short shut down for the plants and then hes back to our trailer, in the bed surrounded by which he has imprinted! before i was even born he did drugs, but they be like speed, ex, oxy, things that would keep him up and running to party 24/7. two or three years ago he got contained by a serious car accident and his foot was nearly chopped off, so his doctor put him on the palliative suboxone. my grandmother, who lives a street away, who gives him everything, also takes this medication. might i add he is 38 years old. and he go to her house everyday because she babies him and gives him all her medicene. he is supposed to take three suboxone daily, but he double and sometimes triples his intake from 6 to 9. he get these from my grandmaw, or off the streets. he takes my stepmothers check and buys his medicene leaving her with just and money. he now takes things that nake him mellow and lazy like valium, sorry for the discouraging spelling, i only hear the names, morphene, vikidins, lorotabs, xanax, and "the yellow pill?" hes been taking things since he be nearly 15 years old. i dont even know how hes still running right now. i really want to help him, he beats my stepmother and her kids, but she cant find a channel to leave. he threatens my grandparents if they ever try to stand up to him, so theyve given up on that road, and they just do whatever he wants, hes get everyone on a rope. except me, he would do anything for me. he says im his "beb" and he loves me a lot, and this i know. hes never layed a hand on me. and i know deep down within my heart, no matter how messed up he is that he never would. recently, my two stepbrothers told their realy father that my dad hit their mom, confusing i know, sorry, and so he went to jail. adjectives he had in his system, lucky for him, at the time was his suboxone, which he had too copious in his system, but they couldnt tell how much he took, so he got away with the reality that it was prescribed to him. no one understands me, they just read aloud he cant change unless he wants to, but HE NEEDS HELP. and im willing to go to any create or rick to help him. hes my father. i know he doesnt have long. and ya know that saying that when one comes another goes? close to into the family? when a baby is born someone of the family goes, capably i dont know if i believe in that, but my cousin is pregnant. this is freaking me out. i dont want it to be too late. he doesnt know that i know about any of this, and im scared of how hell act in response to it when i confront him. i honestly dont think it will make a difference. i know in the back of his mind he will touch guilty, and know that i know, but the drugs have him wrapped. i need serious advice. im going insane. this isnt normal. no other 14 year older i know, knows about this. they dont know this many names of drugs, what they look resembling, or how to classify them, "painkiller, relaxer!" this is terrible. im not asking for sympathy, i just need relief. HE needs help. i live in luling of louisiana around new orleans and such, any doctors or clinics, rehab, ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING would be much appreciated. please dont bring up to date me im too little to make a difference. thank you very much. please respond.
honey you seriously need to go to a arts school guidence councler...she could help you and give you proffesional advice and will make a diffrence..accurate luck


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